,i wonder if anyone ever thinks about me
I don’t know if I like meeting new people. It just makes me anxious and scared. Should I just go with it? I guess you’re going to wander off like everybody else anyways. When do you know when someone is being honest? When a person is true? You couldn’t just ask them, I guess that would make you, like, socially disabled. Or am I just scared again?
Wouldn’t I be cruel to myself for just letting someone stumble in, to do whatever they want. Your’e going to blame yourself in the end anyways, if the person leaves you there, alone.
Its not like you couldn’t say that you didn’t sign up for this. Because thats exactly what I´m doing. Rushing in to something, someone. What do I want and how should I act?
I don’t want to be alone, anxious, scared anymore.